en route; 
hello world,
i wish every night was like friday night.
or maybe not.
life's been so stressful lately. it's not as if i have tons and tons of projects or tons and tons of assignments due. it's just that i feel so overwhelmed with the need to make so many decisions that i just feel like throwing everything aside everyday &living the life of a bum.
i really need to stop watching the hills. it makes me feel like migrating to LA. pfft. today i spent the day feeling tired &restless, followed by a lot of fretting, bucket loads of crying &seemingly never-ending tears.
what happens tomorrow? 
50HKD SHOEEESSSS!! should have bought moreee <3
past few days have been too good,
and i'm starting to feel the consequences of procrastinating too much. FOUR WEBCASTS to watch (because i totally forgot that engine doesnt go on e-learning week, &i'm actually taking an engineering module this semester so i actually had class on tuesday, and the others because of e-learning week), a TUTORIAL due in a few hours, one PRESENTATION this thursday, and a MIDTERM this friday :( and it's almost 1am in the morning.
PLUS, thanks to hongkong last week, i have to work FOUR TIMES this week to make up for the sufferings that my workmates had to go through because i went on leave. PFFT.
AND.
i'm procrastinating AGAIN, because:
1) i made some rings today &fixed some of my old broken ones, because i finally got epoxy! which smells like crap, AND i had to desperately keep them out of reach from my awesome four year old neighbour. and i really want to make more NOW (because i finally have my glue :P), so i wish my online order would magically appear in front of me now.
2) i was halfway through watching a webcast when i stopped to edit my shoe picture, toycamera anolog it AND blog. OMG.
3) heehee HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY TO MY AWESOME SHERILYNICOLESOHHH (:
OKAY.
GOING TO STUDY/WATCH MY MUNDANE WEBCAST NOW. HONGKONG!
had a blast with my mom, sis, aunt &sab (: it was the first time sab &i were traveling together, so it was pretty exciting :D
day ONE (4th oct):
- 6.40am flight.
- a mighty sweet marcus seng came to send us off (:
- jetstar!
- $10 chicken rice :(
- SLEEEEEEEP zzzZZZ
- first taxi ride in HK :D
- HOLIDAY INN!
- lam fong yuen cafe for lunch (:
- chicken clock (which i never got :( so saaad)
- got our hotel rooms! (:
- shopping at prince edward area + meetups with uncle jimmy &aunty olivia for dinner!
- LADIES MARKET (which was quite disappointing btw)
- internet tethering by the extremely smart sab (:
day TWO (5th oct):
- didnt hear alarm, but instantly woke when sab got up + ready by 9am! (:
- DIM SUM at SWEET DYNASTY (freaaaaking awesome tangyuans ftw)
- went to grab a ferry to Macau
- got our tickets &went in, only to realize that WE DIDNT BRING OUR PASSPORTS HAHAHAHA
- went shopping at sogo, island beverly × square = THE SUPER AWESOME BEAUTIFUL SHOES WHICH I SERIOUSLY WANTED TO GET BUT THEY WANTED TO CHARGE ME SO EXORBITANTLY :(
- ben &jerry's (:
- dinner with aunty judy
- MONGKOK'S Argyle Center (:
- the realization that everyone sleeps damn peacefully &super wonderfully under extremely cold circumstances! hibernation ftw.
day THREE (6th oct):
- Macau! this time with our passports (:
- 1 hour long ride via turbojet under extremely rocky conditions
- 100HKD per person for a tour around Macau = St Paul's, portuguese egg tarts, macau tower, bubble tea, Macau's oldest chinese temple, loaaads of picture taking, etc
- MGM GRAND!
- jackpot machines = losing 20HKD :( (sab was damn awesome &won a few dollars!!!)
- late ferry = late arrival = extremely late dinner/supper
day FOUR (7th oct): LAST DAY :(
- early morning packing!
- britain's next top model + america's next top model while waiting for mom, sis &aunt to get ready = america's models seemed a whole lot better than the britain ones
- aunt left to stay with aunty judy, because she's staying a day more!
- check out + bag depositing, then BRUNCH at Liang Liang Noodle Shop.
- split up! sab &i went to Mongkok's Argyle Center, and mom &sis walked around Tsim Sha Tsui and HarbourCity area
- SHOPPING! we didnt even have to bargain, because they charged us reasonably cheap prices from the start, and they were definitely waaaaaay nicer than the people in island beverly. PFFT.
- HUI LAU SHAN is the BEST THING EVER ONE EARTH OMG. I WOULD CHOOSE HUI LAU SHAN OVER BUBBLE TEEEEAAAA ANYTIMEEEE
- Ladies Market again! to pick up sab's chinabag &a gift for my very awesome &cute 9 year old neighbour (:
- packing of bags in the Hotel's baggage room
- FLYING OFF to the airport! (:
- flight delayed :(
- chocolate &candy shopping at Sophistica = both sis &i spent HK335 EACH on chocolates &candies!
- popeye's for dinner!
- almost late for flight, because we got stuck at page ONE looking at the free gifts given by magazines
- caught the bus that brought us to the flight + switched seats to sit next to sab + SLEEEEEP zzzZZZ
-HOME SWEET HOME!! (: (: (:
OKAY.
that was mighty long! haha.
overall, HK was awesome (: the shopping was really, really so-so, but the food was AWESOME. we were either lucky to have walked into random shops that cooked extremely awesome food, or almost all the shops in HK sell extremely awesome food :P i miss the dimsum &desserts already :( ESPECIALLY HUI LAU SHAN OMG.
okay sleep calls!
next up, BANGKOK! any takers? :P if you had a freaking reason, you could've just told me.
instead, you kept telling me otherwise &acting all dodgy, making me feel like you didnt want me to be a part of your life.
and frankly speaking, i'm getting freaking tired of everything.
now,
i just want to be happy. no matter what happens, i never seem to make it out tops on your list.
and i cant complain, because somehow, just somehow, it'd be my fault.
i'm always the one expecting too much, the one needing to back off, and occasionally, the one needing to give, and i'm tired. i'm not tired of needing to give, but tired of the fact that after everything's said and done, i am (and somehow will always seem to be) bottom feeder. HK for four days.
three sets of clothes, because i'm wearing one set.
PLUS. my extremely cute neighbour just won me in scissors, paper, stone. okay correctly. he won a million times, out of the few measly times that i won. that, plus he insists that rock conquers paper, because he can throw the rock at me, followed by flipping me off and showing me the middle finger as part of scissors, paper and stone. how the middle finger came about amidst those three actions really amazes me. unless he derived them from scissors, of which i'm reaaaaally wondering where he got his scissors from :S
that, plus the fact that he likes green, so he took all my green plasters to paste wherever he claims 'hurts'. tskk. i am currently green plaster-less, so any contributions to my collection of plasters would be greatly appreciated.
oh. AND he ate all my pez candy, but not before popping FOUR mints into his mouth, because they're "spicy" according to him, and they are very nice with water. ahhahahaha. OMG.
YAY. few hours more to flight! :D YAY!
sab's coming with me to HK this monday (: so i'm quite excited now.
walking out with myboy on a hot, sunny day (:
AND.
GUESS WHAT MY MAID SLIPPED UNDER THE BATHROOM DOOR WHEN MY SISTER WAS SHOWERING? she drew a supposed cow, a lizard and an elephant, followed by the words "FAST- IF NOT I'LL EAT YOU". HAHAHAHA.
on a tired note: RUNNING OUT! meeting michael &prabhu for drinks :D 
