en route; 
it hurts because my happiness is not of concern, even though i'm the main one involved.
it hurts because i'm expected to comply without compromise, even though i disagree with the reason.
it hurts because i'm supposed to smile, even though after everything, there really isnt anything to smile about.
yes,
i definitely did shoot myself in the foot. i took a leap of faith last night.
and now i feel like i shot myself in the foot. it hurts because i feel this inherent need to try to please everyone, and i know at the end of the day, there will be at least one party unhappy, and that probably means i wont ever be truly happy.
"Blessed be the Lord, who has given rest to His people Israel, according to all that He promised. There has not failed one word of all His good promise, which He promised through His servant Moses."
- 1 Kings 8:56
i guess i'd just rely on faith.
only He can help me now. so i've been crazily busy at work,
and somehow managed to miss out the ENTIRE april for blogging, but nothing much has changed.
so here're the main highlights in a nutshell:
world autism awareness week (WAAW2013!), dinner with a long-time family friend, ruitong's birthday bbq, silkscreen classes held by WWF with bubbles &rah, family dinner at himawari, and a bottle of fat bastard with my best girl to end the month <3
and honestly speaking, HAVING A PUBLIC HOLIDAY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WEEK?! that's practically throwing in a fake saturday just to tease us. but no, i must not be ungrateful.
happy may '13, everybody!
xoxo; 
