en route; 
it's been a stretch of eventful events,
and it's really funny how doors keep opening and closing. when one door closes, another one opens. and when i mean doors, i really dont mean opportunities.
and before i start rambling &going around in circles, let's just say that the open door has suddenly closed, but the closed door has suddenly opened. and while i used to just smile &step forward, i'm suddenly really tired, and would rather both doors be closed, because i'd rather not go through everything again. whoaa.
it's 3.25am, and i was supposed to do this earlier, but i got caught up in a conversation with my friend on bipolar disorder. hmm.
on a not so light note, i actually intended on complaining/ranting/something, but the feeling has sort of died &has been replaced by tiredness after the super long conversation.
gudnight. "Christmas is about Jesus. Because my mum tells me so."
(little boy at church, 2010 :P)
this christmas wasnt as christmassy as i thought it would be this year.
i finally had a christmas tree set up at home, placed all my presents under the tree &even helped decorate my workplace.
but amidst all the problems i've been facing, christmas just didnt feel like christmas.
i would be lying, however, if i said i completely did NOT enjoy christmas. because i had a family dinner, spent time with friends &family, and went for two christmas services, which made me feel very blessed (:
next up, NEW YEAR! <3
2011 will be a better year. on a very, very, very, essential note:
GRADUATE LO! (:
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
okay goodnight. BESTFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY! <3
exactly what i needed to cheer myself up &to make ching happy: PARTYYYYYYY <3<3
the cupcakes i baked! (YES I BAKED LEH. and it's edible too! :P)
both the cupcake &the frosting were from scratch, so i was pretty proud of myself (: despite the earlier failures. zzz. myboy came to help me as well, so yay (:
the jc crew! plus minus a few. haha.
self-entertainment! there were actually a lot more shots cos my self-timer included 8shots in total. HAHA. one picture even has marcus seng's butt facing the camera. well done :P
BESTFRIEND <3
the girls (:
with marcus seng &my awesome catfriend <3
happy (belated) birthday again bestfriend! (:
thanks for always being around to listen to me, advice me, support me, shop with me, etc, etc. and i'm super glad we finally managed to pull off a surprise that you did NOT detect!! :P:P I LOVEEEE YOU TO ITSY BITSY TEENY WEENY PIECES!! (:
xoxo; i'm not even angry anymore. just disappointed.
it's come to a point where i've given up.
it's just ridiculous that these things are happening, because NOTHING has ever happened before this.
and i thought that you, being in my shoes before, would understand. but i guess not.
and if everything's going to happen at the expense of this friendship, then i guess i know where my place is.
for now, i'm backing off,
and i'm wishing you a very, very happy life ahead. it's been super long since my last post, and..
GUESS WHO TURNED 22?! :D
(it's not really a super awesome thing cos it just means i'm older, but it was my birthday, so i'm still happy. HAHA.)
BIRTHDAYROIDS :D <3
thanks to these lovely creatures, i had an amazing early birthday dinner at el patio, followed by drinks at walas. AND THEY BOUGHT ME 10 RINGS OMGGG I ALMOST DIED OF HAPPINESS. HAHAHA. rah &daryll also bought me cow socks (with grips at the bottom, so they're non-slip), and bracelets that i happily wore to zoukout :P
OH OH AND MYBOY BOUGHT ME A COTTONCANDY MACHINEEEE *dies of sugary happiness*
MANFRIEND <3
he went shopping with me on my birthday even though he hates walking around without an aim. HAHA. thankyou love (: so i spared him after a few hours, &we went back to his place to watch despicable me, after which we spent the time looking after his nephews. super tiring, but super fun. the youngest one is ONE YEARS OLD and he cried when i had to leave for dinner! my heart almost broke cos he was so cute. hahaha.
my awesome evil twin (EUGENEEETOH), EUGENEKOH &GIM popped by myboy's place after that just to pass me a present (: they got me a super pretty red WATCH :D:D thanks guys! i promise to wear it. AND. i promise not to ask genekoh for the time anymore even though i was wearing the watch :P HAHAHA.
anyway. headed to LA VILLA with MY FAMILY for dinner after that (: no photos, cos i was lazy &left my camera at home. such a pity though. the ambience was AMAZING, and the service was great (: the lovely sister &lembu bought me a katespade pouch for my birthday/christmas present, and my aunt&uncle bought me a lovely dress (:
NEXT UP.
dinner with EUNICE, SAM, EUGENE &JINGXIONG! we went to the handburger at raffles city, which was really, really good. (no pictures, once again, because i didnt bring my camera. okay this is stupid. i should bring my camera out more often. ROARS.)
they were sweet enough to think of my birthday despite not having enough time, so they got me an imaginary cake :D:D HAHA. it was silly, but really really sweet all the same (: YAY.
PLUS.
saturday lunch! (:
with my girls, SHERI, JESS &MEREDITH (: marissa couldnt go :( the marmalade pantry was really, really great btw. i really need to head back there soon. the lovely girls bought me a set of PEEJAYS &an elmo ring! (seriously, all my friends know me so well. hahahaha.)
to end it all,
THANKYOU so much to everyone for the lovely thoughts, the presents, the great company, the well wishes, the calls, the msges &what not. you guys made me a very, very happy girl (:
xoxo <3 
