en route; 
the days have been okay while i contemplate what to do with my life,
and i guess it's about time i start getting serious about it.
while a part of me regrets leaving before i found something else,
after some things, i realized i was actually really glad.
anyway,
this week has been a good week.
wednesday: ching's convocation + bombay tonic &calamari @tanglin club + shopping + iced tea @coffee club (again) + dinner at westlake + hendricks @auld alliance = <3
thursday: lunch with EUGENETOH (<3) + recipe sourcing = <3
friday: hatched + botanics walk + balestier light buying spree + macs for tea + SUPER LONG JAM WHICH TOOK ME MORE THAN TWICE OF MY USUAL TRAVELING TIME *DIES* + dinner @tomo + drinks @overeasy with the ex-colleagues = <3
yay.
on another happy note,
i'm gonna go watch all blacks vs springboks later. HEHEHEHE.
yippee. it's amazing how up till this day,
i feel like scoffing everytime something like this happens. because ultimately, the hypocrisy kills me.
but anyway, who am i to talk, when i'm a hypocrite myself?
okay, enough of the bitch talk.
past two days have been good days.
monday: meatballs + pretty trays + shoe-rack &garden lights shopping + peach smoothie @coffee club, paragon + editors' market + santouka ramen + soghurt + old brown shoe = <3
tuesday: tanning + macdonalds + udders + arcade + new moustache mugs for the family = <3
the events were simple, but the company was great.
note to self: remember the good days &toss out the rest. life would be so much better. so. tired.
if i think anymore, i think my brain will explode. to ignore and move on, or to enter the land-mine?
i've never felt so crazily alone. crazy days.
i was in a cab just now where the taxi uncle went at a speed of 110km/h, and then increased to 140km/h. but he immediately went down to 60km/h at the speed cameras. GOOD JOB. hahaha.
anyway. events of the past two weeks have been as follows:
1) GRADUATION (as you can tell)
2) sab's birthday (: HAPPY BIRRRTHDAY MY DEAR CATFRIEND (: we had an alice in wonderland themed party with loaaads of cupcakes, cakes &tea, along with a nice cheshire cat birthday cake :D we also had crazzzily a lot of different kinds of teas in different kinds of pots, along with kai's 3 bottles of whisky, marcus seng's blue label, 5 bottles of champagne &3 bottles of wine. but NO, we didn't drink all of it. in fact, most of the alcohol remained untouched *PROUD MOMENT*
3) lexi's birthday (: celebrations at barossa! we bought her a tiny cat pouch for her to carry a foldable tote bag for her shopping stuff. the cat was crazily adorable, and the shop it came from had so many awesome things inside that i thought i would die from having self-control :S
4) sab's farewell :( spent tuesday night (the night before she left) at sab's place just hanging around and chatting with other awesome friends like zhen, boonyi, mich tan, bubs &ching. we also ended up koping our alcohol back: me with my champagne, malbec &42below, and boonyi with his cocksburn (what a horrible name). had to head over on tuesday night because wednesday morning = work :( BABE I MISS YOU ALREADY CAN YOU PLEASE COME HOMEEEEEEE :(
5) BAKE BAKE BAKE THOSE CRAAAZY CUPPYCAKES CAKES CAKES <3
i baked tiffany coloured cupcakes with silver pearls (: the silver pearls were a complete rip-off btw. 10BUCKS for a tiny slim bottle (which i thought was so awesomely rare that i picked em up instantly), but the next day, i found a bigger packet for 2BUCKS, and a HUGGGEEEE (at least 8 times the size of the tiny slim bottle) container for 11BUCKS. KILL ME NAO.
6) harry potter! (: with the very young marcus bay, who made me feel like i was bringing my little brother/cousin out for a movie. HAHA. but nah. company was great &i was only allowed to spend $2 on a kiapkiap machine which had the cut the rope om nom :( I WANT. :(
7) Quaich Bar with zhen &kai! and the missing michael who never showed up <3
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST *DRUMROLLS*
I HAVE MADE ANOTHER LIFE CHANGING DECISION AND IT HAS DEFINITELY CHANGED MY LIFE. (okay the last part sounds redundant, but owells. "Has your brain exploded yet?!")
and with that,
i leave you hanging. HOHOHOHO.
goodnight world; HAPPY GRADUATION, CLASS OF 2011! (:
to each &everyone single one of you, regardless of whether or not you came down or not,
thankyou for being a part of my life (:
to all my university friends, thankyou so, so, so much for making university such a memorable place. from all the arts camps of the different years, oweeks of different years, rags of different years, beach fiestas of different years, different arts club events, friends &coursemates who endured the different modules with me to even the crazy times at the deck (:
i will try my best to never, ever forget each moment <3 the eating weekend.
friday:
work, then a surprise dinner trip to Margharita's with zhen (:
we were supposed to head to ikea for meatballs, but he made this detour for a tiny celebration. so yay.
headed to fiv五 bar with sab, ching, mich tan, zq after that, &michael joined us later! haha.
fiv五 bar is seriously awesome btw. $5 for drinks ($6, once you include GST). who can resist?! haha.
saturday:
stayed home to sleep for quite abit, then ching came over bearing gifts! THE AWESOME GIRL BOUGHT ME A LONGCHAMP BAG <3<3 haha omg so super awesome.
headed to my relatives' place after that for my aunt's birthday, where i spent the whole entire night eating. good job.
sunday:
church! yakun for breakfast, followed my prata AND luo mai kai for lunch. YES I HAD TWO LUNCHES AT THE SAME TIME CAN YOU BELIEVE IT OMG. i also happily got frolick after that, which made me regret.
however, i went home only to EAT SOMEMORE thanks to the wonderful didi who was happily snacking at the corner. i then had dinner, followed by koping fries from my sis &mom's dinner (they bought back macs). SO TECHNICALLY I HAD TWO LUNCHES AND TWO DINNERS OMG OMG OMG *DIESSSSSS*
on a happy note:
G.R.A.D.U.A.T.I.O.N.
on saturday! whoopee.
this is all super awesome news, minus the fact that i now have fever. had fever ystdy (monday), then it went down, and then it went up again, then today it went down, went up again, and now it went down. zzzz. PLEASE STAY DOWN before i die :S 
