en route; 
so work training's finally over.
or rather. almost over. we're all going to be thrown in situations that i'm sure we'd find difficult to handle, but i hope i'd be able to tide through it.
on a nicer note,
i finally met myboy for dinner yesterday, &he bought me a small angry birds soft toy :D BUT he bought this large 16 inch one for himself though -.-
KNS. WHICH BOY BUYS TOYS FOR HIMSELF THAT ARE LARGER THAN THE TOYS FOR HIS GIRLFRIEND. WHAT IS THIS. hahahahaha. PLUS. walas with the colleagues (: some, anyway. it's going to be quite awhile that any of us are going to eat/hang out together due to differing schedules :(
zzz
on a not so nice note,
i'm SICK. down with a flu &feeling like crap. but i'm really tempted to bake.
bake bake bake bake bake bake bake.
i will think about it. stagnation.
it's funny how i'm the one feeling it this time, and suddenly a part of me feels like my old self again.
on a more depressing note,
i have a horrible headache &my throat itches like crazy.
shall pop two panadols &head to bed.
and by tomorrow morning, i will forget everything else &carry on with life.
xoxo
goodnight world; i'm having this thing where i actually love being at work when i'm in the clinic,
but when i'm at home, i actually wish i was an unemployed (but freshly graduated) bum.
AND IT DOESNT HELP ME FEEL LESS SCHIZOPHRENIC THAN I ALREADY DO (sometimes).
on a lighter note,
i cancelled driving tonight cos i have things to prepare for tmr's sessions, &i feel like i'm falling sick &dying.
and i'm at home now, so i obviously feel like bumming for the rest of my life.
zzzzZZZZZ good friday (:
"On this day, Jesus died on the cross for our sins to bridge the gap between God and Man!" (Sarah Low, 2011)
1) brekos &starbucks with the two fatboys (zhen &yx :P), with my iced vanilla latte, angry birds &trance music. haha. not my usual type of earcandy, but this one was pretty awesome.
2) a little gathering with some relatives at home, though i spent most of the time in my room, playing Bloons Easter Season :P
3) spent the night with zhen, kai, mich tan, ching, michael, zq &prabhu after that at walas. yay gin &tonic &sangria ftw. finally settled my cravings, though i'm still not really satisfied &am still craving for more. hahaha.
saturday!
spent most of my mundane day at zhen's, acting hardworking &trying to think of a lesson plan for next week, thanks to my supervisor, who made me so nervous about training next week :S
unfortunately, i spent most of the time reading comic strips from HERE. the cartoonist drew up these cartoons based on his life story, and some of em are really pretty hilarious. hhahaha.
and then:
happy belated birthday to ruitong! (:
(YES I KNOW YOU'D SEE THIS SOMEHOW COS I KNOW YOU'RE NOT-SO-SECRETLY A STALKER :P)
DINNER! for ruitong's birthday (: two XXL sized pizzas, coupled with calamari rings, lasagna &jugs of water, coke &sprite. almost died after dinner, cos i felt like i swallowed a cow without chewing it first. zzzz.
on a more nervous note,
i really should be keeping up to date with my readings,
BUT I AM FEEL RATHER SCHIZOPHRENIC TONIGHT HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
okay scrap that.
goodnight world. april has been a crazzzy month.
1) myboy's birthday <3
with my very first 6 layered cake! :D HOHO. yes, i'm very proud of it.
and as you can see, my left angle's my big nose angle. not very proud of that, but owells.
2) didi POPs! (:
yay for small nose angles :P the POP included oreo cookies, three people literally passing out &suuuper a lot of smelly armyboys. but i'm still proud of didi :D yippeeee.
3) WORK.
no pictures of work, because we're not allowed to take pictures of the kids.
a lot of changes have happened this month, and i'm reaaaally tired out.
i hardly have time to finish my breakfast, and i cant eat during sessions, so i get gastric. then lunch comes, &i cant stomach much lunch, so i dont finish lunch. then around 4ish, i get hungry. but i'm in another session, so i cant eat. then i get gastric again. then dinner comes, &i cant stomach much dinner, so i dont eat much at dinner, etc, etc, etc. and the cycle continues the next day. but this is just me whining. hahaha.
work's actually quite okay. tiring, definitely, but the people there are really great &i'm learning a lot, so it makes life a lot better (:
shucks.
i really want to bake. bake bake bake the cuppycake cake cakes.
as you can see,
i tried to combine two colours for the frostings. and failed, thanks to the overwhelming amount of blue frosting.
and. i'm also becoming addicted to baking.
bake bake bake.
i really should start learning how to make fondant. angry birds cupcakes, anyone? hoho. 
<3
two bottles of wine at wine connection,
then drinks at zouk. and one bottle of 42 below in zhaoqi's car.
super shagged out &tired out by the crazy week,
but i'm glad i managed to meet up with hanjing, mich lim, sab, kai, kenchin, mich tan, ching &zhaoqi (: it's times like these when you realize that no matter how tired you are, it's always worth it to drag yourself out of the house to meet friends who truly matter (:
PLUS. I GET TO SLEEP IN TILL WHATEVER TIME I WANT TOMORROW HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
my weekend is complete :P so it's been 12 days since work started.
and i'm tired. tired as hell. hell, but the kids are cute (sometimes), and the people are great.
this is one challenge i've never been faced with before, so i guess it's a good start.
on a sadder note,
3 of us are gonna be fired tmr. or so we were told last week. only 12 days, yet the 11 of us trainees are already at risk for retrenchment. this is damn sad.
maybe this is the cause of my sianness.
zzzz. day one of work over!
zzzz i now have a textbook &readings to accomplish by monday.
plus a few questions to research on. zzzz
WHY DIDNT I JUST GET A JOB THAT REQUIRES LESS PSYCH BRAIN ZZZZZZZZ 
