en route; no matter what happens, i never seem to make it out tops on your list.
and i cant complain, because somehow, just somehow, it'd be my fault.
i'm always the one expecting too much, the one needing to back off, and occasionally, the one needing to give, and i'm tired. i'm not tired of needing to give, but tired of the fact that after everything's said and done, i am (and somehow will always seem to be) bottom feeder. 
