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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE LIM XI!! (:
i may say that you're 52 years old, or that you're a actually really male instead of female and many other relatively horrible things, but i promise you that i only say such things cos I LOVEE YOUU <3 (:
anyway.
a lot of things have changed over the past few weeks.
i got (and completed) a temporary job at lasalle with mich, had two &a half (HOHO) manicures, finally met up with willis, and went for a job interview &an assessment (: we also celebrated mich's birthday twice, and sab &i made pasta salad, where we also cooked up (pun completely intended) the idea of starting our own cooking business, even though it was probably just a dream :P
and thanks to ching, myboy, mich tan, willis &kai for being with me last night when i was sick and completely dying <3
to put it dramatically, these are definitely people who would save your life when you're on the verge of death.
so after last night's near death (or so i felt) fiasco, i woke up this morning feeling good, only to head out for lunch to feel like death had fallen all over again, and once again i was whisked back home to a fever, flu and my very, very awesome sofa. and i seriously lay there for the rest of the day with my laptop &tv remotes in hand, after which i was horribly denied fish &chips &given grilled fish with porridge instead. ROARS.
on a not so light note, despite feeling like crap, i'm now packing for the trip back to m'sia for cny.
and my dad extended the trip by one day, instead of the stipulated return on thursday. blargh.
happy chinese new year, everybody!! :D
baaackkk on fridayyy! nothing's gonna bring me down. school reopens tmr.
but it feels weird cos for once, i'm actually not going back.
i didnt complain about cors, i didnt fret over modules, and i didnt have to plan a timetable. and this will be the first year since nursery that i DONT need to head to school.
and. i really miss working at udders. zz.
on a very much sadder note,
i've been going through so many things in my life lately that everything seems so messed up.
i'm trying to hold everything together, but i feel like i cant anymore.
at the same time, sometimes i feel like shaking some people awake &blaming them for my supposed sufferings. ^%^$&*(YUIHGFDE$^%&*(^*%&$*^(&) I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY NOW, even though i secretly wish that karma's going to bite you straight in the BEHIND WHERE IT HURTS. okay. this wish is probably going to come back to me, so i should really keep my mouth shut now.
i just want to hide in a hole or a cave and never come out.
screw this. i cant be bothered anymore. happy tanning days!
with myboy (: just before the clouds rumbled in &covered my extremely awesome sun.
the things necessary for a nice, hot, tanning session (besides your swimsuit): a book, an mp3, tanning oil, a towel, and ICY COLD RIBENA. MUAHAHAHHA.
plus.
strawberry margaritas!! with my girls, ching, sab, mich lim &mich tan <3
i wish everyday could be like this. i think it's silly how i meant to blog about emo stuff,
but i re-read my new year post &decided otherwise.
i. will. be. happy.
or at least i will attempt to be happy. despite everything.
anyway, i FINALLY met up with mr dennis chan, after his disappearance for about 3 years, which made me want to smack him, but i obviously didnt, because breakfast with him was great (: was supposed to meet at 9.30am, but i WOKE at 9.30am, only to find that breakfast was postponed to 10am, so i went back to sleep. and ended up late HAHA. and rah was late cos she had to take Bailey (her guinea pig!) to the vet. it was quite sad, cos she came later with Bailey, who was limp &obviously very, very weak :( she died shortly after :/
RIP Bailey :(
pics credited to rah (:
P.S. I NEED A JOB. must stop procrastinating. ROARS. so i spent my last day of the new year thinking about how bad the year has gone.
the unexpected revelations made, the disappointments faced, &even spent approximately the first half an hour to 45 minutes getting angry at the floor manager at harry's at holland village.
(because it was to my utmost disappointment to realize that Harry's does not care about their customers: they care more about their VIPs, who are taking 2 tables out of their approximately 10 over tables, and would rather try to chase their customers away despite their customers having drinks in front of them and items of their chairs and tables, all because, i quote, "we have inhouse guests, you know". i'm sorry, i do not know, neither do i care about your inhouse guests. that is YOUR business. not mine. yes, given your situation, i would do my best in ensuring my VIPs get the quality service they deserve, but NOT at the expense of my other customers. it is ridiculous that you would deprive your customers of seats while they have just begun with their drinks, and it is ridiculous that you are giving them a time limit on their seats, because it is NOT the customer's business whether or not you have reserved sufficient seats for your VIPs before hand. if you have failed to do so BEFORE the arrival of your guests, then it is YOUR JOB to fix the problem without affecting your other customers.)
on a lighter note,
the rest of the night at walas went great, &nobody got pissed drunk or pissed in the first place, and i spent my countdown surrounded by the people i love from all parts of my life. and while i spent the last day thinking how horrible the year has been, i woke up remembering to myself how good everything has been. because i realized that despite all the crap i've taken this year, be it ranging from the shittiest moments ever, the saddest times, the disappointments and what not, i still have friends who love me &support me, who listen to me when i'm down or angry, &are there for me when i need them (:
so let's toast to 2011:
may this year, despite having the possibility of disappointments, failures &shitty moments, be filled with more love &support from the greatest friends one could ever receive <3 happy new year folks (:
may 2011 be a great &better year for all of us <3 
