en route; school reopens tmr.
but it feels weird cos for once, i'm actually not going back.
i didnt complain about cors, i didnt fret over modules, and i didnt have to plan a timetable. and this will be the first year since nursery that i DONT need to head to school.
and. i really miss working at udders. zz.
on a very much sadder note,
i've been going through so many things in my life lately that everything seems so messed up.
i'm trying to hold everything together, but i feel like i cant anymore.
at the same time, sometimes i feel like shaking some people awake &blaming them for my supposed sufferings. ^%^$&*(YUIHGFDE$^%&*(^*%&$*^(&) I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY NOW, even though i secretly wish that karma's going to bite you straight in the BEHIND WHERE IT HURTS. okay. this wish is probably going to come back to me, so i should really keep my mouth shut now.
i just want to hide in a hole or a cave and never come out.
screw this. i cant be bothered anymore. 
