en route; 
so my newly bald cousin went into army (:
"it's not about what you've left behind, but about what you have gained in the days ahead."
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
the very sweet didi went around printing pictures of his friends &family to put on his locker in camp, &said he didnt have a nice picture with just the two of us so he didnt print one, so i grabbed my instax &quickly snapped pictures (: yay.
on a happier note, i finally found my shrek nail polish, which completely made my day! :D
"what's with the cattitude?"
YAY. the shrek series is a SUUUPER old series, so i found it quite hard to find :S probably should've bought em earlier when it first came out, but i wasnt really into doing my nails then, so owells. more pastel colours to come! (:
on a very, very unhappy note,
i'm seriously dying. it's really hard to be faced with negativity for a great deal of time,
and it's come to a point where asking even the simplest of questions gets greeted by an angst-filled, blackened face response. it's so tiring that i'd rather just hide away by myself.
feeling so stupid to let myself go through everything again,
but i really, really thought it was worth the shot. was i right? no. it was definitely far from worth it, but i cant seem to let it go. 
