en route; 
today marks the last day of my nua-sai day.
thank goodness my work place is 4 bus stops away. HOHO.
wish me luck!
i hope i survive a 10 hour day everyday. 
credits to sab the cat (:
i'm trying to stop this thing where i feel like scoffing at certain things that i see or certain situations that i encounter.
because i know i'm just being bitter.
OKAY MUST STOP HERE BEFORE I GO INTO SOME CRAZY RANT AND END UP DOING EVERYTHING THAT I TOLD MYSELF I WILL NOT DO.
ROAAAAARSS sundays have always been one of the better days.
bubble tea, xxl chicken, pizza, chocolate dessert, sour sally's (koped from sheri :P), then dinner at nando's (:
plus a little bit of shopping at the kids department, and i got a new pair of shoes for work.
yay.
plus. i now have cluedo suspect on CARDS. MUAHAHAHA.
and.
i think i'm watching too much House. HOHOHO. controversy ftw.
read &weep.
this girl is either living in her own 'high-classed' bubble, or trying to get attention (via bad press) like the very infamous Rebecca Black. probably the latter.
on a darker note,
life hasnt been treating me that well. the past two weeks have been a whole whirlwind of stress &crazy unexpected news, and it's draining me bit by bit.
maybe things will get better come april.
or maybe not.
if only you knew the things you missed. yay to the good old movie marathon gang, with a plus one!
other halves are always welcome, &shawn brought his lovely girlfriend along! (:
thanks to shawn's birthday, his friend gave him a little treat, which i got to enjoy as well: 100 pieces of nuggets, 2 large fries &2mcflurries. no ice cream for me, but the rest was more than enough. HAHA. so dinner was spent with a nuggets feast &big bang theory. tianning came to help out, but at the end of the night, we still had a grand total of 40 pieces, 2 mcflurries &1 large fries. LOL. guess we should've called for more reinforcements.
got called out for supper by kenchin, so i trooped to holland v &met bubbles, mich tan &zhen for swensens. SINFUL MAXIMUS. omg. YES, saturday was a day of eating, and the eating didnt stop till about 12+ midnight. zzzz TOO MUCH FOOD.
on a more serious note,
i had an eventful week, and i've had a lot of help from a lot of people (THANKYOU guys, you know who you are, &without you all, i would be the most emotional, stressed &crazed out girl ever :P)
and i'm especially grateful to amelia, who has not only been there to guide me with the choices that i've been making, as well as showing me the ropes &even picking me up &sending me to places despite being sick.
ignore &move on,
in hope that one day, everything might be a little bit more normal.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWNTING aka awesome (for today) neighbour AND SIDNEYWONG (: falling sick.
and only after one day too.
i need to get into more regular sleeping patterns. back to this old template,
though it kinda brings back memories.
AND. back to this template = back to picture style (:
lunch with sean &sis, then starbucks with sab (who was of immense help; THANKYOU CAT).
PLUS. I CANNOT DO A CROSSOVER FOR A LEFT TURN IN DRIVING, AND I HATE HANDBREAKS.
my driving instructor laughed incessantly, then proceeded to ask me to practice using a pail. other eventful things that day included being a bottle crusher/killer, and having a silly dog sit in the middle of my lane. PFFT. on another sad note, my driving instructor also laughed at me &said i must gym more, because i cant pull up (or push down) the handbreak. KNS.
there comes a point in time where sometimes you really wish you didnt ask.
and i really wish i never asked. the 2011 japan earthquake &tsunami's really heartbreaking.
and while certain individuals have stated that they deserve it, i think it's ridiculous, because no one deserves a natural disaster, &this argument's just a weak. it just proves how self-absorbed some (not all, btw. generalizing probably would make me as bad as people supporting this notion) people can be sometimes, and how ignorant they are of the world (and possibly even country) that they're living in. it is noticeable that those supporting this notion seem to be living in their little bubble, which involves themselves, the good that they have done, &their victimization in the (extensively far away) past. but that's just a few idiots ¬ the whole country, so it's somewhat comforting i guess.
owells. i'm tired.
i'm tired of needing to deal with situations where i have to start watching the things that i do, the things that i say, the tone that i use, etc. it's very, very tiring.
i'm tired of seeing so many things unfold in my life.
all of a sudden i would rather a straight to the point, mundane, routine lifestyle. everyday i'm shuffling;
ramen -> starbucks -> funan (:
spent an awesome sunday at church, lunch #1 with my family &some church friends, then lunch #2 with sab &sean at marutama ramen! needless to say, i was super full by the time lunch #2 came, so i only ate half the bowl of ramen. saw a $360 dress that i was really attracted to, followed by a $75 clutch/attached sling bag, which made me really sad. AND we bumped into Utt, got excited, decided not to stalk him to get pictures like a stalker would, so we retreated to starbucks &spent the rest of the day there (:
PLUS: I WENT FOR MY FIRST DRIVING LESSON ON MONDAY (quick quick everyone congratulate me)!! okay. so it's not as if i've already gotten my license, but the point is that i actually got my ass down to doing something with that basic theory thingum that i took in 2007, so i deserve praise &commendation :D muahahahaha.
okay.
baking calls! shall go find a nice recipe now <3 you would not believe your eyes
if ten million fireflies
lit up the world as i fell asleep.
cause they'd fill the open air
and leave teardrops everywhere
you'd think me rude
but i would just stand and stare
actually no. i think i might run.
fireflies = so pretty = so romantic (or so it seems in asian dramas):
BUT. THIS IS HOW A SUPPOSEDLY ROMANTIC BUG LOOKS LIKE. OMG OMG OMG.
IT'S A COCKROACH LOOKING INSECT WHOSE BUTT LIGHTS UP. *dies*
i shall go to the corner &weep now. words of wisdom:
home, baking, hatched, food for thought, starbucks, zouk, ion, far east, venezia, mcdonalds.
i may not have a goal now,
but i will explore,
and i will carve out one for myself.
goodnight. 
