en route; 
so i spent my monday at home resting,
and managed to watch some House, the ending of Burlesque (because didi didnt catch it), Bring it On (Fight to the Finish), The A-Team, and Running Man, which was hilarious.
i also went to see the doc, who gave me my MC, along with four other types of medication, which really sucks cos i hate taking medication. and it doesn't seem to be working cos i'm feeling so crazily bad. alternatively, it could be working so well that it's forcing me to cough out everything asap, which is why i'm feeling so shitty now. on a lighter note, if laughter really is the best medicine, perhaps watching a lot of Running Man would help me laugh till my voice comes back. and btw, laughing when you have a sore throat doesn't really help much, because you keep needing to laugh, but instead of the natural high-pitched laughter that usually escapes (for girls, anyway), mine was raspy &hollow. i felt like i was bellowing 'HA_HA" instead of 'HAHAHA', the blank representing the empty space which escapes from my throat when i try to laugh. UGH THIS SUCKS. being sick sucks.
p.s. being sick &needing to go for driving sucks as well. especially when you cant do U-Turns, and your instructor chooses the day you're feeling unwell to make you do loops around an area &u-turns at areas that seem hard to exit from.
on a lighter note,
today's a public holiday (HAPPY VESAK EVERYONE), so i get to stay home to rest again. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME BE WELL BY TMR OR WEDNESDAY MORNING, if not i wont know how i'm gonna head into work, and i seriously do NOT wish to go take another MC. it's tiring to even travel down to the docs, and i hate taking meds. zzzz.
on a not-so-light note,
i really need to find out what other things to do with my life.
i dont have time for my cameras, i hardly have time to bake (and even if i did, i cant bake, cos everyone who eats my stuff would fall ill &die thanks to this horrible seemingly never-ending flu/cough), and i no longer play sports. GREEEAAAT. i either need to start managing my time properly, or finding a new hobby that supposedly fits, because i will NOT let my life revolve around work. BLARRGHH.
okay.
rasputin needs to sleep now. it's 2am. 
