en route; every now &then,
life takes a turn, and once again i find myself being thrown around. this time is no exception.
i've been thrown around as a friend; one moment i'm supposed to be there, the next i'm expected to leave, and the very next, i'm supposed to be there again.
i've been thrown around at work; one moment i'm supposed to do something, the next i'm expected to do something else, and the very next moment, i'm being scolded for doing another thing.
and i suppose we've all been at this place one way or another.
but THIS. this is seriously something i never expected.
call me bitter, call me resentful, or whatever. but this is seriously something i never expected to get, and honestly speaking, i am thoroughly pissed. i just chose to hide it from the people in concern.
whatever the case, while i was (sadly &stupidly) thrown around this time, i shall stand up &move on.
because if this was the way things would've turned out, i guess it's better to find out now.
pfft. 
