en route; 
to be angry, or to leave it?
a part of me is angry, yet another part of me knows that anger really doesn't help anything. perhaps i'm soft-hearted. perhaps i'm jaded. or perhaps after everything that has happened, i simply don't care.
but enough of this shit.
after holding on for so long, i think i'm finally done. whether i like it or not that is.
countdown to my birthday,

(with an awesome early birthday present)
countdown to christmas,
countdown to the new year.
2012, please be nice to me. 2011 has really been a difficult year. today, i did something i never thought i'd do.
no regrets, because as i said earlier, i've done everything, if not more, that i can do.
now it's a countdown.
and for the first time in my life, i'm counting down to a day that i really don't want to come.
if He can bring me to it, He will bring me through it. ignorance is bliss.
but being conscious of your ignorance doesn't make you feel better. it makes you feel like a fool.
because you know everything, but you choose to ignore it.
and guess what? i give up.
because i've done everything possible that's within my means. so i was sitting at starbucks with rah &my sis ystdy, when rah noticed something very awesome!

the pathlight eMall (:
"Their products come to you from students of Pathlight School, Singapore's first Autism-focused school that offer a unique blend of mainstream curriculum and life skills. Each Doodlist and Artist receives royalties from the sale of their merchandise." (as seen on their website :P)
go check it out!
missing the kids :( 

happy birthday yingg (:
spent monday rushing cupcakes for the birthday girl till 1.30ish in the morning, but it was completely worth it the next day to see a smile on a good friend's face :D
happy wednesday, everyone!