en route; today i spent the day with sab &bubs at starbucks, doing things like contemplating on life &working towards my personal goal yet again. it's amazing how every time i feel so alone, i have wonderful friends backing me up &telling me how much i can achieve. the amount of confidence they have in me far exceeds any amount of confidence i have in myself, and perhaps that is my problem. i lack the ability to have confidence in myself. sab's right. no matter what happens, there'd always be someone who's better. but that doesn't mean i'm no good. life is a learning process, &i can always strive to achieve much more (:
i.
will.
survive. 
