en route; in this crazy world,
it's really hard to tell who's real and who isn't, who's genuine and who isn't. and today, i finally got a firsthand taste of what it's like to feel so conflicted about something like this.
"Growing up is difficult — you have to mourn the newness and accept being old enough to know better — but it’s what you have to do in order to keep living. Because there’s only so long you can keep asking the wrong questions and expect to find a good answer at the end of it. There’s only so long you can check out of your life before it starts to belong to someone else. Something else."
- Ryan O'Connell, When Did Everything Change? 
