en route; "We will miss it all because, as with almost everything, it is so much easier to feel nostalgia than regret. We will see the good parts, no matter how unable we are to focus on them in the moment."
- Chelsea Fagan, One Day, We Will Miss This
forgive me for the negativeness,
but this week really hasn't been a good one. it feels like he's never left, and that he's still alive, yet seeing the whole thing as a reality unfold before my eyes was (and still is) really heart wrenching.
so i'd do what i'm used to doing. i'd bury myself in work, and hopefully, time will pass quickly &the feeling will fade. and when that happens, maybe everything will feel normal once again. 
