en route; "Think about leaving all the time. Let this thought consume you, eat at you, contaminate your inner dialogue. Let the topic dominate the conversations you have with your friends, your family, even strangers. Feel yourself become weighed down by your wavering. To stay to leave to stay to leave."
- Stephanie White, How To Leave
on monday, i was distressed.
on tuesday, i was disheartened.
wednesday? i just felt like i was on the road to numbness.
but thank God for my amazing DIDI who doesn't know anything but messaged to send his love, for the awesome ESTHER who messaged just to ask if i was okay &to remind me that i could always turn to her if i ever needed to, to the white chicken (HAHA don't be angry, you know you're an awesome toilet bowl) SEANTAN for being my listening ear &retail friendship therapy partner, to PRIS at work for feeding me with chips to cheer me up, &RACHKEH at work for baking the yummiest food everrr <3
i. will. be. okay. 
