en route; i took a leap of faith last night.
and now i feel like i shot myself in the foot. it hurts because i feel this inherent need to try to please everyone, and i know at the end of the day, there will be at least one party unhappy, and that probably means i wont ever be truly happy.
"Blessed be the Lord, who has given rest to His people Israel, according to all that He promised. There has not failed one word of all His good promise, which He promised through His servant Moses."
- 1 Kings 8:56
i guess i'd just rely on faith.
only He can help me now. 
